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so im going on this water fast tomorrow right.. and if i do get hungry i will have a crackers because there only 80 cals for 5. So i have a plan and i will not fail. I can't wait! |
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I feel i have built up enough strength to fast until sunday!!! hopefully i can last!!! Lately i've been lazy & i need to get out of this bad sleeping habit that I have. I'm also heartbroken right now so that's not helping me either. I was soooo in love with this boy he left me a year ago & wants to come back in my life now!!! well he hasn't changed his actions have shown that he is not the one for me. but i found this poem online & it explains exactly how I feel... The lies become apart of me, for months i've played this game acting like it doesnt hurt each time i hear his name ignoring what's inside of me pretending i've moved on as if the feelings i once had for him are some how gone spending each & everyday with happiness & laughs forgetting all our memories avoiding photographs but last night when i saw him for the first time since he left my heart stopped for a moment... I couldn't catch my breath when suddenly it hit me as the tears started to flow that even after all this time i just cant let him go! it's sooo crazy because that's how i felt after i seen him... so hopefully i can turn that into motivation & lose this stupid weight. On top of that i have my period which sucks but it will be over on wednesday. soooo we'll see what happens sunday
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I can't wait until i lose weight! theres a big event coming up on the 16th & i hope i can lose atleast 10 pounds and look good for it. I feel like i can't stop eating i need to control myself! This morning i cooked my lil bro breakfast & went back to sleep i didnt eat all day until my mom brought me a plate of food. i didnt eat all of it & i took too long to purge so much didn't come out. Then i had a bunch of crackers. I walked 5 miles today & did my ab workout, it felt good to exercise. hopefully tomorrow will be a better day I try to stay up late & sleep during the day so i wont eat. |
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